overwhelmed... very... excited yet lost...

after a family discussion; for the whole night, i have not been myself. the news affects my whole being. i hope yet i am afraid. somewhat of a dilemma. but, things are working out?? i didn't think it would be so soon, its shocking! i didn't think i would come to a stage like this. ultimately, all into the Hands of God... that leaves me without any worries...

-LeB-