running my fingers on those keys...

I was watching a clip of myself playing the keyboard on echomusic's web. And I began missing the feeling of playing on the keyboard/doing performances. Last Sunday I played for Solid Rock and I really did enjoy myself. I've fallen in love with the keyboard at the Solid Rock auditorium... Love the touch of the keys :)

Sadly, I know I'm so inadequate, so "not there". Wanting to improve, but now isn't the right time. And the thought of "how far can I go" comes to my mind. Meilian once said she could see that music is an avenue where I could just hide behind it and be myself. Its really kinda true to a certain extent.

I really do enjoy playing the keyboard/piano. Caleb, pls strive harder...

-LeB-